I want to drop out.

Hi, I (18f) just finished my first semester of college. I hated all of it. I’ve been thinking about dropping out since I started but I don’t want to disappoint my family. I live with my boyfriend and he pays our rent and bills as I only have time to work two days a week. We both drive shitty vehicles and he travels for work. It had been my dream to work as a psychologist in a special victims unit since I started highschool but now I’m realizing that I don’t know if I can manage 12 more years of school. I’m not happy. It feels like I’m stuck in a rut. We’re currently on break now so talking with an advisor isn’t an option. If anyone has any advice on how I should go about this, what steps I would need to take, and what to do if I decide to go through with it would be thoroughly appreciated.