Posts like this usually infuriate me, but fellas...How do I not be so messy?

I'm 32 and i've always had a blindness to my own mess. I try and be clean, and I usually think I am but I really don't fucking notice how insane it is I live. Its not so much rubbish but definitely, full sink, dirty bathroom, clothes everywhere. I live alone thank god but also it enables me to live messy and not notice.

I've always hated this about myself, I've always assumed I would grow out of it. Physically, I am incredibly put together - always fit and taking pride in my appearance. Mentally I guess I'm about as good as most early 30's mates of mine, bit on the spectrum, bit depressed, bit anxious. Doesn't really matter where i've been in life but one things been consistent - how messy I live.

My cars pretty fucked too.