Night weaning = team no sleep

Hi all,

My 18mo has been EBF since birth and I recently started getting aversion towards night feeds, probably because of the fact my body is starting to hurt sleeping in super awkward positions. Last night, I finally had the last straw and decided to cut her off of the middle of the night feeds. It was hell. I think I maybe only got a total of 3 hours of sleep. She woke up at least 4 times whining and crying, calling out for the boob but I did my best to stand my ground. I so feel terrible knowing that her sleep was also just as broken as mine. Adding that I am a FTM so all of this is new and let’s face it, idk what I’m doing. Lately I’ve been going back and forth with whether or not I’m gonna make it to her 2nd birthday with BF. I still enjoy the time we have during the day and even feeding to sleep but the middle of the night ones are killing me. Im so torn. 😭 If anyone has any advice or tips, please let me know. TIA.

Signed by a very sleepy and cranky mama this morning.