Feeling so self conscious when wearing my plushie accessory

I have a small tiger plushie that wraps around the strap of my bag. Just wore it today and it felt like hell. It doesn’t matter whether people are looking at me or not, I tried telling myself it looks cute or people don’t notice but I still feel self conscious.

I plan to wear an anime pin on my tote bag, that’s way worse and I look like a stereotypical loser rather than a small cute plushie. I see teens and young adults wear plushie accessories all the time. But when I wear it it just feels so suffocating and scary like everyone’s looking at me :(

Does it look weird? I don’t know if I need validation or my brain is just weird and I need therapy