What next?

Let me start off with my background first I am GNEF, I have tanked CAT and XAT! I am interested in finance and about my profile it’s 5/8/8 with a 1.5 yr of gap and at 2:00 pm I have a job interview! I have been criticised a lot by all my family members and at this point I don’t think my parents are even financially ready to pay. I feel lost, yes I do have other goals too but mba was/is my priority. I am ready to struggle again but I don’t think my parents will be able to pay 20-30 lakhs! Idk what to do, I am just lost. Also, I used to create reels because I wanted to be an influencer, still want to because that platform gives recognition but guys izzat bhi kamaniiiii hai!! I had 1500 followers but now it’s boiled down to 900 Kyuki I haven’t posted anything in 2024???? I feel lost!