Anyone resent their country of origin so they HAD to move overseas for the sake of their mental health?

Anyone else has grown to resent the country where they grew up to the point - they had to move overseas in order to improve their mental wellbeing?

I grew up with a lot of hostility mainly due to a lot of discrimination and hate from being a person of colour and queer, this has made me hypervigilance and anxious all year round. After a few years living abroad I've come back home to Australia and just feel lost in life. Add in the past few years of working in corporate and being mistreated and bullied, now I've grown to absolutely resent living here, the people just everything.

I even moved to a different city and I still have this gut feeling of needing to move countries in order to feel 'free' again. I've tried my hardest to practice being grateful as I am very very fortunate to be living where I am but I can't help feeling really out of place where I am from. I plan to move permanently to north America in the next few years once I get my life sorted.

Anyone experienced the same and then moved countries? What was your experience before and after? Thank you.