Is it weird that I instantly leave the server when I see someone using the same killer skin as me?

For context: I consider myself the biggest bluudud fan (slight grudge against the one mod, srry)
so whenever I join a server I check what everyone's playtime is, their killer and survivor, yknow data.
but as soon as I see another bluudud I instantly leave, idk if Im jealous or just wanna feel unique but I just gotta. stranger is I don't care when someone uses the same survivor skin as me, infact, I like it (figures shedletsky main)

so uhh is that weird??????