Am I the only fed right now who feels compelled to watch Star Wars, Harry Potter, Avengers, etc...

Is it weird that I feel compelled to watch the final scenes of the fall of Thanos and Emperor Palpatine and Voldemort? Is it weird that I keep thinking about the End Game scene when Captain America hears, "On your left." Or rewatching the scene in Rise of Skywalker when Lando says, "But there are more of us" and all of the resistance ships appear. Or hear Luke Skywalker saying, "The resistance is reborn today." Or Tony Stark saying, "And I am Ironman."

For context, I am a fed with 25 years of service and less than a year from my MRA. And like everyone else, living the nightmare every day waiting for the next bomb to drop. Wondering if tomorrow will be the day I get "notice."