Lazy / Procrastination

Okay so I would be taking up the mantle of mad scientist with my current predisposition. Here goes nothing.

It seems to me that on a fundamental level an INTP is running on a program which seems to be a loop which I will be referring to as [Eternal Cycle] which usually comes to an end with the [Fall].

I would like to point out that this shit is volatile as fuck, and [Fall] can occur at any level and any point in our abstractions causing everything to plummet into the ground immediately.

Our first layer of abstractions includes the [Mind], the [Body] and the [Consciousness]. In a nutshell the [Mind] and [Body] are in a constant state of stalemate / deadlock from which everyone wants to go first and no one is budging, so that is why INTP gains [Consciousness] like the awakening of Skynet central computer.

The [Mind] abysmally sucks at communicating that it wants the INTP to walk, run, workout or do anything of that matter. (It makes them horny… no I’m not kidding this is just plain stupid.)

I have a grip with this guy because if I am not exercising and built like a Titan which it again sucks communicating it acts like a 5 year old who won’t give the candy. How does that play out? I don’t have fucking access to 99.999% or more of my memory!!! I could be setting and need to do 30 different things and this fucker would say… "I don’t know what to do, nothing comes to mind! Let’s glare at the wall!" - So I literally have to write a list of things I want to, need to, should be doing in order to get my self to move. It’s starts to sound awfully like Dementia and Alzheimer’s if you think about it.

The [Body] our other main player who for whatever reason is the source of most of said need, want, should become it has access to the [Brain] that I do not! Mind you if I get up without satisfying the [Body] we come to the common situation of me hitting walls, doors or kicking into random shit which I am whole heartedly convinced it is intentional on this guys part, but it gets worse because it can cause random loss of balance, issue with muscle control and other crap if it is extremely dissatisfied with how are things are going… this on the other hand reminds me to Parkinson’s.

The [Consciousness] well it is kinda there to decide to give way to [Brain] to let exercise or give way to [Body] and think about what [Body] wants to do. (This is the easier option btw because during exercise your [Body] can just fuck you over and say I don’t wanna do this… so thinking about what you wanna do is more beneficial in this state… could go with the mindset example. (I could attribute cancer here but I’m not that sure as there are still feelings and emotions involved and those guys could very well be a cause for that too.

In our next abstraction we have 4 players: [Predation], [Hunger], [Production], [Digestion]

[Predation] seems to be a state where stars align and INTP clears their room, does their work or gets some other menial tasks done.

[Hunger] is a problematic one cuz it can literally cause binding on food, alcohol, drugs or anything that the Intp interested in aka rapid studying. (I’m still standing by the fact that INTP will remember everything after the first glance and they literally don’t have to study… but remember requires [Brain] cooperation… which usually doesn’t happen.)

[Production] now this is the good shit, the drug that every INTP clinging to! The random burst of productivity in which case the INTP performance is in 1000% compared to their usual 1%. (The usual 1% is the INTP drunk driving, it’s sucks but the more you do it the better you are at it. Which we are forced to do..)

[Digestion] is a state similar to sleep yet completely different, it can cause a situation in which INTP digest’s falls asleep and the first thing it does after waking up is going to sleep for 3 hours after an 8 hour sleep. (It can cause wtf reaction from ppl.)

Essentially [Digestion] is kinda where [Consciousness] is thinking with [Mind] and [Body] knocked out.

And this is where my science ends… you may notice that there are at least 2 other layers of abstraction which I haven’t touched on. I flat out don’t understand them… they can force me to drop everything I was doing and accomplish a task at the costs of everything else which usually causes me to be in a state of hungover if we continue our 1% drunk analogy.

My main grip with the hangover state is none of the previously mentioned things matter there, every part of the body is crying that they have been treated unfairly and we kinda just binge YouTube or sleep to recharge.

{Feelings}

{Emotions}

Another thing worth mentioning is that other personality types seems to employ a brute force approach for example ESTJ/ESTP just follow the [Body] which later in life bites them in the butt as ESTJ tend to suffer from dementia and body problems while ESTP can get some nasty cancers. I’m guessing that there are something similar with Feelings and Emotions…

The whole idea is built on the premise that no matter what [Eternal Cycle] and the [Fall] are a constant variable in our math problem that is the INTP. I tried thousands of ways to deal with it and these two guys seem to be always rising from the ashes of every project like a Phoenix…

Well it’s already 1 am so I am going to sleep… got yoinked by emotions by the looks of it… anyways feel free to correct me if I’m wrong.