I got kicked out of uni in America

Hi everyone, so in the middle of the semester, I got a message saying that I hit kicked out of the uni and that I lost my student status. I feel so ashamed and disappointed in myself because I know it’s about my gpa (which is low). I started my freshman year strong. Getting all As, then it went to just passing, then it went to failing one class, then multiple classes in the same semester. I tried coming into this current semester with the mindset that I will amend things, but after seeing the email that the uni decided they’ll kick me out, idk what to do. It’s my fault for failing. I should’ve studied harder and smarter, but I just felt like no matter what happened it just never worked. I don’t how much I’ll have to pay back. I don’t know if I can go to college or uni ever again. Idk if I just messed up my life forever. My family will probably be disappointed and mad at me for the rest of my life. Is there anyway I can like maybe go to a college than university? How fast do I have to go back? I have so many questions but also a lot of shame. If anyone knows what I could do, please tell. I really feel like I need help more than ever, but I’m not sure how much of it is too late.