Am I an unfit mother?

Honestly, at this point I don’t think my babies deserve me. I can’t provide them with something so simple as food in today’s economy. This mornings shenanigans on our daily food pantry run . There are 2 in my close vicinity that doesn’t require us driving more than 40 mins(gas is a luxury at this point lol ) to the next. I get to the front to sign in( after waiting nearly 2 hours) , hand my drivers licenses… BOOM! You can only visit 6 times within 30 days. Same for my other. We have to wait until February 17th. I get my W.i.c next week.. but the way my baby boys look at me when we leave empty handed is INDESCRIBABLE. It literally pains me. Working everyday just to fail to provide basic necessities is gut-wrenching . I just wanted to vent. I can’t seem to get a grip on life at the moment . Being a single parent is hard. I am making the boys the last 3 eggs and the end of the bread for dinner and half of an apple left! I’m hungry, exhausted, defeated and just mentally tired. I love yall.🤎 not asking for anything just venting because you mamas are like my family since I left my abusive partner 🥹