I broke up with my girlfriend!!!

What a dumb girl! I haven't seen a more idiotic girl than her in my entire life. I know it's going to be tough for me, but the shit is over, and I ain't going back! In the entire relationship, I was the one being an attention whore, always wanting to talk to her, and she never had time for me. For the past months, she's been distant. According to her, her family never allows her to use the phone, so she couldn’t talk to me.

Despite us being in the same college, she regularly misses her classes. I asked her countless times to come to college so we could spend time together, but fuck no every day, she came up with the shittiest excuses possible. We are in the same college, and still, for the past month, I haven’t even seen her. Then she said she would be starting from today. I was excited. When I reached college, I messaged her to call me when she got time, and she said, "OK."

I even refused my friends, who were planning to go somewhere, and they kept insisting, but I, being the dumbass I am, refused so that I could spend time with her. I waited for 2 hours, called her multiple times, and finally received a text saying she was at home. She said she got late and decided not to come to college. I was furious. I messaged her, "It's over" and "I am done with your shit." I’m so angry right now I can’t even explain it. A part of me is asking me to go back, but I don’t want to. Fuck it it's over. I’m tired of this shit.

Update:- she tried to convince me to change my decision but i didn't listen just conveyed my message and left.