How did your psychosis begin?
How did your psychosis begin?
Mine began after I received a certain notification at a weird timing that led me to believe my phone and internet data was monitored and read through. I then took a nap after which I opened social media on my phone only to view every post as speaking to me. Tailored for me. This further confirmed that I was being spied on and was tracked and monitored for a long time.
I thought that I was recruited to a special intelligence task force and everything then would be a test. I then thought that people were watching me through cameras and my own family had been already contacted and know about this recruitment. They were also watching me via cameras.
I then took a train and began having realisations in the train — that I need to focus on my cat. Keep my eyes on the cat. And everything will be OK. I thought that the intelligence was somehow communicating to me and making me have these realisations so I adhered to them.
Eventually I stripped. And then was taken to a psych assessment facility where I interpreted everything as a test. I acted more bizarre intentionally because I thought that’s what I had to do to get out.
Then I was taken to a mental health hospital. I thought it was training for my new job. And misinterpreted everything as a signal.
How about you?