Pleasee recommend me a bl 😭

I don't really have many specifications but I really wanna read a bl where the MC is badass.

In most BLs the MC is often a 'Mary sue' character, if not then the ML easily ends up overpowering the MC and is stronger then them.

Could you please recommend me a BL where the MC is stronger or smarter or just better from the ML. Even if not, maybe an MC who can handle themselves?

Maybe one where the MC is not a goody-two-shoes and I'd maybe evil? Maybe manipulative?

I know those aren't exactly good traits but for once I really want the MC to be better then the ML, In any kind of way really.

Thank you!! ✨️💖