Could use some support tonight 🙏

Not sure where else to turn. Hoping for some support tonight. Is it common to feel like all your work in SE comes undone when you're feeling low? I'm experiencing a resurgence of every negative belief about myself. This past week I've been crying multiple times a day. It doesn't feel like anything is moving or integrating. I just feel the wound, the beliefs, the triggers, and my inferiority complex and inherent unworthiness takes over. I can barely look at myself in the mirror. I feel disgust. My SE therapist tells me I'm making progress. I think about the emotional releases I've experienced the past few months and wonder why it feels now that none of it matter. I've come full circle and right back to where I started. I'm so sick of feeling this way. I just feel despair and hopelessness tonight. I realized my deepest wound might be abandonment. Deep deep sadness and loneliness. There's an aching emptiness inside of me and I just don't know how to approach this somatically other than crying. The wound feels too deep.