does this count as sexual assault ??
could someone pls help me out, how can I move on from this....pls help
i am girl. when I was 12, two guys in my class in school complained to the class teacher that i was trying to seduce them, one of the guys he told the teacher that when I bent doen he saw my cleavage under my shirt. Our class teacher was a conservative female.
it happened in india. Also, I'm being completely honest, I never tried to seduce him, at that time I was 12, I was just developing breast buds, my chest was pretty flat. I was skinny and pretty insecure. my school uniform had a low neck..we were supposed to stitch our uniforms by ourselves...the school only gave the cloth material.
My teacher did not believe me when I told her that never tried to seduce anyone. She told me I was supposed to be ashamed of my myself and that I was disgusting female...she shared it in front of the whole class like I was a slut. I cried in front of the class the whole day.
honestly I was very innocent, I have no idea why that guy told the teacher that and complained about me. also, i had a good reputation till then, I was a topper and used to do very good even in that teacher's class. I have no idea why that teacher being a female supported them.
as a teacher, she was supposed to punish those two guys for even saying such a thing. she told she was gonna complain to the principal and my parents. I told her to go ahead because I didn't do anything. also, my mom did not buy me a bra , so I was going to school with nothing underneath which made me even more insecure.
at the end I did not tell my parents at all, my friends knew that it wasn't my fault and comforted me.
after that, I still haven't healed from whatever happened. i left that school and joined another due to other reasons and I used to keep crying all the time....when my parents asked me why I cried I told them nothing because I was scared that they might not believe me abd Blame me. I'm 19 right now and it still hurts a lot.
I was filled with shame even tho I was innocent because of that situation. I was so innocent. this incident led me to develop a lot of insecurities, I lost all my self confidence. I wasn't getting much support at home also and it was a very dark period.