Terrified

So I was out, being my usual female self, with my granddaughter, granddaughter in law, and daughter. In a store, when I saw in a distance my other daughter, her husband, and grandson. Good thing yes? NO!! If the husband had seen me as me I would be banned forever from seeing my grandson.

I can only present male when with my grandson and cannot be alone with him as he believes that all trans women are a danger.

I ran to the car, terrified I would be seen, crying. Life should not be like that.