Lies and Betrayal

I found out a few nights ago, the man I called my father (Who has been very supportive of me over the last year, and his many transfem friends, who he collects in a way I always thought was super creepy for a supposedly straight cis-gender man, and a man who abused me as a child to try and shock/beat the femininity out of me) voted for Trump. Things quickly descended into chaos as he refused to answer one single question "Did you know he was running on a campaign to take away lgbtqai+ rights, before you voted for him?" He got angry, and I got scared, we both lashed out and in the end he finally said. "Yes! I knew I was voting to take your rights away! I did it because it's what I believe is best for the country!"

So in other words. He faked being pro-trans to all of our faces, then knowingly voted to take away our rights and was a secret raging bigot the whole time. It's such two-faced, such disgusting, deceitful, snake-like behavior, that I'm honestly in total shell-shock. I kicked him out of my life and I've barely spoken to anyone since. I'm almost catatonic.