Very confused

For starters hello everyone.. If you look on my profile you can see I’ve been asking the same question for a while now,but honestly I’m just very very distraught right now . I have my first ever flight in a couple of weeks and I’m so scared I ended up asking God for two specific signs (in my mind ) about this I asked him to show me a green car if it’s safe to go and a pink car if it was impending doom waiting to happen. I seen a pink car at first then I saw a few green ones later . A few weeks later I did it again I asked god to show me a green car If I should go and I seen green cars immediately,then I said God if that’s you show me 2 more then BINGO two more green cars . Also I was sitting around and I got a random thought “ your gonna d** on the 25th which is the day my plane departs and now 25 is ALL I SEE like everywhere on the clock on tv when I’m reading and all. So now I’m just confused is God telling me I’m gonna die or is this all anxiety and fear from the Enemy . I’m just so stressed out I haven’t been myself in almost a month hopefully someone can help me