I think I am just done with my marriage
I just got back from a 24 hour flight and 3 hour cab ride from airport. I went for a conference on the other side of the world. Entirely paid by my institute as I am still a student.
I was reaching at midnight, so I asked my husband if there are any leftovers. He said that as I was gonna be really late, he ate everything but added that he would either heat up something for me or just make something for me (I shouldn't have believed this as per his pattern, but the optimist in me thinks that people change).
I reached home and I was actually very excited to show him what I got for everyone. I got him some goodies that I know he wanted and some chocolates. I couldn't spend much as we are saving for house so I kinda has strict budget. He didn't show any excitement or enthusiasm. I remember I used be very excited even with the free stuff from flight or hotel.
He didn't ask whether I was hungry or not. The entire unpacking of gifts maybe took 15 minutes. Then as I was going to take bath, he told me he is going to sleep. I asked what about my dinner? You said you'd make something. He said that I wasted time while opening gifts and now he has to sleep as he has doctors appointment tomorrow morning.
I am fucking devasted. I took bath and then I made instant ramen. I was hungry. He is snoring already. I used to wake up early to make him breakfast if he had to go somewhere earlier than expected. I have cooked hot meals for him when he reached late night. I couldn't fathom that he is snoring when his wife who was not home for a week, travelled 24+ hours and change, was asking about dinner. I mean, that's pretty damaging to the relationship right?