I wanna be desirable so badly

All of my friends got boyfriends and today, my friends also got her first kiss.

I know im too ugly for a guy to be interested in me and i know i shouldnt expect anything but its just so painfull to see all my friends getting their happy ternage expirences while im constatly told to "lower my standarts."

How low dp tjey have to be for a boy to like me?