Streak 10 :randomly self expose

Today is another day that doesn’t have any different compare to yesterday. I still sit on my sofa and study my English and Spanish course.the sun in the outside like a big giant fire ball try to murder everything because today’s temperature is over 37 degrees .maybe i should feel lucky i didn’t go outside for buy something? And the English and Spanish always crush me down.i more digging it deep the more i feel hopeless.because if you only stay on the initial part of any language course.of course you can easily say:oh this one is so easily but if you decide to study and want to use them fluently one day in future.you have to pay more effort on them.for me i think i almost forget why i made a plan that study another language.now i feel like i am a robot that operated by several programmers without self awareness .the Spanish gives me a feeling of lifting exercises.you always feel exciting when you be a gym rookie but after you take a training every day.you feel you can’t breakthrough the threshold . What should i do now.lost passion on something is can’t make something happen