Am I the only one that had some crazy sexual fantasises pre cracking?

And u know what kind of stuff I mean, the whole sissy shit, femboys, hell even chastity, damn I used to repress so hard just to not admit the truth

Funnily enough not all of my kinks vanished with transition, they just transformed, I'm still hella into feminine men, I mean hell I'm dating one and I just bought him a blåhaj haha

90% of my porn search is still very much in those categories I used to be into, or well I guess still am into? I just don't apply any of it to myself anymore?