Is not being able to look at myself while self pleasuring gender dysphoria?

Hi!

For awhile now I've been questioning my gender identity. A big reason for that being that recently I have noticed that I've never been able to look at myself when masturbating. (For context I'm a 22 year old female). I can't look down at my genitals. I'll instantly get turned off and feel uncomfortable. I don't nessicarilary feel as disgusted with my genitals usually. I usually just don't think about them and sometimes even find it funny that I have them. But when I masturbate I need to be completely under covers to get off. I also never imagine myself having sex when i jack off, i usually watch porn or read fanfiction and don't think about myself at all. On the rare occasions when i do imagine myself I will usually have a penis and im penetrating a woman, or i have all my clothes on.

I don't have any body dysmorphia, i have a pretty ideal body for a woman. I'd even say I like my body sometimes. It's either I'm kinda dissociated from it and don't really think about it in relation to myself or I think it looks pretty good. I don't know if im reading too much into this. Is this a normal thing that cisgender women feel? Is it just obvious that people get turned off by their own bodies?