Today is wife's 3rd Death Anniversary 😢
The day I dread the Most in my life is here, and I can't help but cry and sulk. Been doing that since last few days mostly.
I decided to plant Trees in her memories and would be planting 365 Trees in the coming Year in her name.
Also, There are so many stigmas around being a Widower, I would like to put a few-
I Loved her, I still do but that doesn't mean I can't try to Move on, or I can't flirt with others. She is and will always be in my Heart and Noone would be able to replace her.
If we grief then we are told ki Showoff karta hai, its been 3 Years. If We won't grief then we would be told that they dint loved their spouse. WHAT DOES THE WORLD WANTS US TO DO???
Everyone griefs in their own way. I, for one cry alot, lock myself in my room alone and let it out. I have been told not to do that and to be around people so that I don't feel lonely and cry. But BHAI I WANT TO LET IT OUT, AND THIS IS HOW I DO IT AND THIS MAKES ME FEEL BETTER.
A few days back, I post something on another sub that had a girl flirting with me. Some dude got offended and replied "40 ka hoke you flirt with girls then stop pretending that you miss your wife, Stop asking for sympathy". WHY DO PEOPLE JUDGE???
I just hope People who have lost their spouse finds peace and Non Judgemental People around themselves.
PS - My family and Cousins have been super supportive to Me always!!! If Not for them I won't have come out of my Depression or be here today.
I hope My Wife finds Peace wherever She is!!! Please pray for her 🙏🙏