angst, pain, pining, longing, platonic,mean towards her and finally grovel

just like the title said. i want to read an epic love story and i want to get hurt. i don’t want to predict if it has a HEA. 3+/5 spice would be nice, i hate when fmcs are feisty and sassy tho. need your recs and i love this sub sm💘

the books i loved -court of ravens duet by liv zanders -zodiac academy (tory&darius) -the invisible life of addie larue (luc&addie)