Intuition about Free Will

My intuition about free will is not that I feel like I make choices, although I do feel that way, my intuition is grounded in my relationship with time. My relationship with the past is fixed with no ability to intercede or instantiate any desires but my relationship with the future is not the same kind.

The past affords me all kinds of information about it, I can have knowledge about it because of it's fixed nature. The information itself however is not fixed to the past or it's physical instantiation. It's fixed to me as the relevant observer and it's a pure abstraction.

My relationship with information in the future (if I can be said to have any at all) is not really about the future at all, everything I want to say about it is predictive based on the information (that is affixed to me) OR it's actualized because I have the desire and ability to bring it into actual existence. It doesn't appear fixed in anyway and seems entirely mutable this assymetry of information and my will.

So that asymmetrical relationship and non-fixed nature of the future provides us the freedom to actualize our own future, it's why we can plan a birthday party as well as why we are able to technologize our science and make rockets and go to the moon.

TL;DR The future doesn't appear fixed in the same way that the past is and if isn't fixed then I can change it. Why wouldn't I believe that I am free to do so?