food fixation
Has anyone else had a food fixation they've actually been able to get over?
Lmao 😭 I have been fixated on ice cream since my ED started literally in 2008 when I was 9, so 16 years ago!! Since then it's been my obsession, particularly when I binge. Now I'm in recovery and working with my dietitian to normalise it (aka teach myself I can have it whenever I want and its not on a pedestal). But I just can't seem to stop eating extreme amounts of it in one sitting. I try and serve myself a bowl or put it in a cone but no matter what I always end up getting the tub back out and finishing it. I'm mostly annoyed about this because I'm an ice cream snob and like the expensive stuff 😭 So this obsession is becoming very costly...when will it end 😭😭😭😭 I know it takes time but its getting very annoying spending like $10 on ice cream every 1-2 days 🥲 welp