I'm just too sad to try again

The past two years have been horrible for me in the dating scene. Nobody seems to know how to have a good conversation.

Last year, i told myself, one more time. And I thought I vetted right. But he hurt me the most. Ghosting me after a year of talking every day.

I don't know what happened. I've tried to reach out, but nothing. I'm just so hurt. But also so lonely.

I don't think I can try again. I just want everything to end.