Burned out

I've come to realize that I'm burnt out from years of running on empty when it came to balancing my unstable home life, school, and my own mental health disorders that have continued to unmedicated due to financial reasons

I have simple things to do like learning how to drive and that's really it until college starts for me and even that seems like such an impossible ask because eof how absolutely drained I am, I don't really have the energy to get out and do anything

I'm constantly reminded of the fees college brings and what will be needed from me coming up and it all feels suffocating

How do I deal with these feelings while still pushing through with my responsibilities