I feel like I'm cursed..

I feel like I’m cursed. This year has been so sucky for me, Grandpa passed away, childhood cat passed away, my rabbit might need her eye removed and if she has an abscess behind her eye she might need to be put to sleep. I’ve been to the vet more times than ever. I’m draining my savings to try to save her. This has all happened in the past three months. It feels like an unknown source hates me and wants the worst for me. I'm mentally and physically exhausted. I don't want to do anything or go to work but I know I need to push through so I can pay for my Rabbit’s surgery. I was trying to finally get my license to get a better job but I don't have the energy to do that. How do you personally push through this?