I feel so ugly

I(18F) have hirsutism, my doctor told me. A very light form of it I guess. I've had those dark hair on my stomach and on my cheeks for a while now but they're all I can see now. I was never pretty. My hair is a curly mess, no matter how hard I try it looks like a bird nest. I'm tall and think, no curves. I've got a big nose. Oily skin. And too much hair all over my body. I don't know what I did to deserve this and I get so jealous when I see people with clear skins and pretty faces. I can't wear clothes showing my stomach or legs without shaving the day before. I absolutly can't wear swimsuits. Every single day I have to check my face to see if some random hair decided to grow on my chin or on my cheeks and of course they did so I pluck them. I am so scared of it worsening over time and I can't tell if it's in fact getting worse. I'm so scared of people noticing and making fun of me.

I just feel so ugly. It's unfair. I don't know how to deal with this.