Negative experience with a domme

I told this domme am rly suicidal and need a domme who won’t make it worse. Abt a day later she’s telling me if I kms I should give her all my money. Idk what to do am rly suicidal and being in a sub space is all I have in my pathetic life, am 22 and I can’t explain how much of a loser I am. I want to engage with this kink but idk how in my state. Is a mommy domme or budget domme the best way? Curious to hear dommes opinions and how I cud avoid interactions like this going forward.