Social media is hard for me

I don't like social media where you can see dislikes.. I've been on Reddit a lot more and I am constantly checking if my comments have been downvoted. I will go to leave a comment begin typing and just erase it and not say anything because I'm afraid of getting hated on for simple things. Having posts removed in subs when I didn't do anything I deemed as wrong is hard too just had one removed and wasn't given a reason messaged mod team still haven't heard anything. I feel often that I'm being singled out with things I see people say the same things as me but when I say it I get disliked or attacked etc. or people post things that arent with the subs rules or don't relate to the sub and they're post is up and mine is taken down. I don't know I don't wanna come off as some entitled bitch so I'm always so afraid to reach out or even say anything in the first place. I've come to begin isolating because of this issue. Yes I'm diagnosed with BPD this is probably where it stems from as well as a lot of different issues like Autism and CPTSD.