Shameful in attract to someone twice my age

My supervisor at work called me "baby" today when helping me to fix my uniform at work. The supervisor is at least twice my age, probably married, very sweet and kind to everyone. The supervisor was probably teasing me in a non harmful way. I felt so aroused by that way of being called. I felt shameful and weird, but aroused.

By aroused, it means not in a sexual way, i just want my supervisor to hug me or treat me like a "baby". Is that some shameful and inappropriate thought? Is this weird? Anyone feel the same?

Background: I am sloppy and inexperience and shy, slower in social/ life growth compared to my peer. I also lack of parent figures and had a messed up childhood and adolescents.