Appearance

I don't know how to put this out in a way that makes sense. But like does anyone else feel that they can't really go far as a sissy due to appearance??? I usually struggle with this coz when I look in the mirror I just get disgusted especially since I usually see most gurls on reddit looking so pretty and gorgeous then there's me. I already am a 3/10 looking guy so that just makes it worse as a sissy. I know that this is jealousy & envy but how can I control it??? Or maybe I should just quit