Thinking I might have dyscalculia.
So for as long as I can remember I’ve always had trouble with math. In the 1st grade I would go to the 5th grade teacher for math class and we had to skip numbers. No matter what I tried I’d always get them wrong. I’d have to finish them at recess and even then sometimes I couldn’t finish it at recess. I also remember in 4th grade having to stay after school to memorize times tables and still after that could not memorize it for the life of me. Even to this day I can’t remember some times tables. In 2nd and 3rd grade I would cry every time I had math class because it was just too hard and my teacher yelled at me. I use my fingers to count even to this day and sometimes in 2nd grade I was brought to a different table to be taught the material again cause I couldn’t get it. I felt super stupid and I still feel stupid. I feel like no one gets me. Whenever someone says “I’m so bad at math” I always know they don’t get it cause they think a C is a bad math grade. I always fail on my math tests especially algebra. A lot of concepts in algebra I’ve been trying at for a while and either still can’t get it or finally barely getting it. Also on a side note idk if this is just my adhd or if it could be dyscalculia. A lot of my stress in life has come from math. Sometimes I would even cry before going to school because of math class. Oh and don’t even mention mental math. I suck at that. I do have an accommodation for using my calculator but ig that helps. How do I bring these concerns up to my special education teacher?